Dream on Oct 29

I had an interview today with HP, so naturally I dreamt about it.

I dreamt that we were falling in line to get our letters from HP, everyone had one. But some are more special than others. I was not in the line yet, because -cliche- I was in my underwear and I was struggling to get dressed. 

My friends working in HP is in my dream too.

And then I was hanging out with a few friends when we lost track of time and I raced to get dressed and I couldn’t find my pants -cliche again-.

And then we were in a beach house and there was a pirate island, where we get to dress up as pirates. We were with Camille and her mom. 

Dream on Oct 23

I dreamt that I was going to our conference in Cebu. However, we were traveling through this patchy forestand there was even a river/ waterfall which my sisters and I swam through. And when we got there it is like a water park/ resort/ This is not the first time I dreamt of that setting. I think I wasn’t wearing shoes, which is why I was concious of stepping on weeds or sharp branches on the floor. It was a short cut that reaches the back door of the waterpark. Our cottage was next to Nikki’s, but it is seperated by a river or something. The cottages are elevated and looks like the nipa huts that we stayed in in Mindoro. 

We were picked up at the airport by my family and I was with some friends from school and we had a lot of luggage, but we managed to fit the luggage in the car. My little sister and I sat at the back with some of the luggage, while my friends and my sister sat in the middle. I don’t really remember which friends were there. I think one of them is Matto.

I remember going into an elevator and I was fixing my sweater and when I looked up I saw Ms Nats, and we talked about our accomodations for the conference. She was rattling off names of profs that we will be with. But those names that she rattled off were names of Regine’s friends, one of them is John Ma. There was another perosn in the elevator with us, it was a girl, but I don’t remember who it was.

I was in a garage and I was matching up pieces of scrap metal, one red, one yellow and one blue. I  don’t really know what it’s for.

I remember being in our bedroom and Liyan was there and we were trying to close the lights, but the light switches were the puzzle type, wherein there is a specific order for closing the lights. And we were saying that it was liek that too in Amie’s house and there were many possibilities of the order, since there were three lights and three light switches and we don’t have all night to figure it out.

The three pieces of scrap metal were like that too, there is a supposed order for it. At first, I was trying them uniformly and then this guy came in, my friend/ boyfriend supposedly and told me to just try anything. So we tried match it differently in any order. He said it was artistic or free flowing or something like that. We got the pieces of red scrap metal and placed them in the back of our car. I tried to fit the pieces in, ‘coz some pieces were bigger. 

Then my classmate from Rels class came in with her boyfriend who was an older guy, as in really older guy. She was pregnant. We looked at her and we followed them upstairs. We were talking about thwe conference, and then I remember that it was only a few minutes left till th conference and I haven’t worked on my script/ presentation yet. I rushed to our room. My boy friend followed me. I then digged through our mini ref looking for a paperbag that contains my clothes and I couldn’t find it. I found another paperbag in there but it contains my casual clothes. And my boyfriend was telling me that I was freaking out. And I asked him if he was prepared for his talk and he just laughed and held my hand and sort of hugged me.

We were in a conference room and I was looking through the venetian blinds of the window and I saw Nikki’s cottage, we said that they couldn’t see us from their cottage, unless they go to the farthest side of their balcony. We were in a meeting or something, but it seems like the location of our retreat. 

We were sitting on top of a ledge and we saw JM and he was playing baseball with some friends from DLSU, except they were just chasing people around with a baseball mitt and hitting each other with the baseball and we were joking that we weren’t taught baseball in DLSU. 

I guess that’s it.  

Dream on Oct 22

First there was Patrick in my dream, I think we were in class. We were looking at this huge illustrated book that’s really fancy, and sort of magical, because some of the print moves. It was gold and all shiny. I got a small version of the book and was looking at it with Patrick. There were other people there too, like this older guy, a magician sort of person who was showing us the book and telling us about the special effects of the book. I think the book was about Rizal or the Bible, don’t really remember.

There was another part, where there was a dorm, and the girl from Camp Rock, the one with the laptop, was there. She had a big bag with her, but she said that that was not her luggage, it was just her book bag. Anyways, the people in the dorm were supposed to go home. Serena and Dan was there too. They took a bus back home, while the other girl was driven by her dad, who was rather strict. She was telling her dad, that she could’ve taken the bus too, since they arrived the same time as Serena and Dan anyway. 

Then there was Gina, with a sparkly pink convertible, while Carlos with a dark blue convertible. She came to the house to pick me up, while Raney was in the window of the house and sort of jumped into the car. And we drove away. I was fumbling with the seat belt, because I was nervous about Gina’s driving.

Dream on Oct 20 2008

I was in an elevator in DLSU (but the building in my dream did not resemble the buidlings in DLSU), there was a girl who also went in the elevator, she was about to take her entrance exam. I wished her good luck and said that it was easy, except for a math part. When I got off the elevator, I saw students in the classroom through a glass, and they were all about to take their exam. I was outside and I was feeling giddy, ‘coz it’s my last night of school, but no one else was excited with me, ‘coz it wasn’t their last day.

Another dream I had the other day, I went to see my Tshirt for the ARTWORK competition, and they had my design digitized. So to fulfill that dream, I will digitze my design right now and submit it to DesignByHumans and hope it get accepted. 

Dreams for the past few days

There was one about a genie bottle which Gina, another girl and I saw in the thesis room and we were given 10 wishes. Each of us made 2 wishes and there were still a few wishes left so we gave them to Gina.

There was one about cosplaying. I was in a greenhouse and then this boy with his friend came in looking for me. We then went to this cosplay convention wherein everyone was dressed as lolis even the guys. Us girls were crushing on this older guy. Our other friend came along too. And then there was someone who wants to take our pictures. We had a group shot and then the they suggested that I take a picture with my friend, who unbeknownest to me, had a crush on me, I hugged him around his neck. The flash in the camera was so bright that I can’t kep my eyes open. I thought my friend was gay. I had a crush on my other friend, even though he doesn’t look like him in my dream, I feel as if it’s him.

There was one with this guy flying in the sky like Hancock and this other guy, his boss, kept on telling him to buy coffee for him, and that he want strong coffee, when the guy was trying hard to maintain his balance. Anyway, he flew out of the building, actually through the glass and then he hovered a bit outside before touching down again, actually he crashed and, the people around the building we’re shocked. He then stood up and told everyone that he was okay, a guard that was his friend hugged him, while an old lady she doesn’t know hugged him as well. He then went back into his office, and he apologized to his boss for not buying coffee. And then I appeared. He asked his boss, why he didn’t ask me to buy coffee instead, his boss didn’t answer. The office had this stairs and two bedrooms. We were outside discussing something when Mary and Jacob appeared in matching boxers. There were two guys in one of the bedrooms. We all chatted a bit.

There was another bit where I saw Kris and Eloi on the way to school (but it was Jubilee main) and I also saw Regine and we offered them a ride, but it was so traffic that they were already late so they decided to walk instead. I told Benedict to close the door when they got out. And then…

to be continued…

Dreams are like sand…

…they slip through your fingers. And there’s no way for you to get them back once they slipped.

Confusing dreams with reality

Currently, I’m listening to Pachebel’s Canon in D, it’s my favorite piece. I am having a headache and I feel really irritated for no good reason.

I realized something, I have been writing a story about a gir who confuses her dreams with reality, to the point that she though that she was married to someon who only exists in her dreams. Basically, her story is based on the dreams here in my dream journal, plus some of my own experiences, except she’s 36 years old and she’s been through more stuff than me. So sometimes, her story is what I might do in ten to sixteen years, and she is not a perfect person, she is just as crappy as I am. And there is a paticular character in her story that is based on my friend, and sometimes, because she is irritated at that character in that story, I, in turn, feels irritated at my friend too. So I think I’m the one who gets confused with her reality and mine. Or that whatever I wrote or invented in her story are actually things that I want to happen or want to do with my life, whether unconsiously or consciously.

They say that dreams tell us something abotu ourselves.I think it’s true. They also say that dreams can sometimes predict the future, I think it can sometimes be true too. Bea says that she dreamt of her friends in St. Paul and DLSU, even before she went to these schools. It made her afraid to dream. I think that it is quite fascinating. It makes me more interested in dreams, in fact. However, there are also times that I get afraid too, because the dreams may not tell of something good.

The nights before the thesis defense I dreamt that one of my tooth fell out. In my dream, in a lucid state, I tried to put that tooth back, because I knew that it means failure and I didn’t want to fail my thesis. but then my mom in my dream told me that it was hardly recognizable, but it made me really afraid. It also made me feel sory that I didn’t wake up sooner.

I didn’t fail my thesis defense. But we didn’t finish our system for STPROF2. It’s a good thing though that our professor is considerate.

I had a dream about my thesis mates. In my dream, we were supposed to demo our system, but they didn’t want to, they had prior plans and they were leaving. But before they get to leave, our thesis adviser and our panels came in. We were in a restaurant and we ordered desert for all of us. We didn’t demo our talk about our thesis, we just ate desert. After our panels finished theirs, they stood up and left. And I was telling my thesis mates that we should go chase them back and have them see our system. But they wouldn’t. I stood up and went to the door of their faculty room and knocked and knocked, But it didn’t open.

I’m not sure if this is a dream or it really happened. I was in the thesis room with my friends, and they want to say something, but couldn’t because I was there, and then I said it for them: “it’s about one of our friends isn’t it?”. We were wondering why we were friends with one of our friends and if we should continue being friends with him/her. 

This is related to the character in my story. She didn’t think that she wants to continue to be friends with one of her friends and she went AWOL on him. But she went AWOL in alot of her friends. This is based on one of my friends in real life. We don’t really know how it happened, but we just went AWOL on each other.

I know that I may be a mean person but I’m still not the type who believes that I could be happy by being with someone who likes me. I may sound really pathetic, actually I am really pathetic, but I’m still waiting for a sign that the one that I like still remembers me or still wants to be friend with me. Unfortunately, we’re still AWOL to each other.

I dreamt that there was this boy and he was being ordered by an evil witch to dismember a baby girl. He was holding the baby girl and baby girl looked at him and told him that it’s okay. The evil witch told him to dismember the baby in girl in a number of parts and he considered biting off the parts of her fingers one by one. 

I dreamt that Lara was with her cousin who she had a relationship with, she kissed him on the lips and told him that they were cousins. And she went with another guy. She then returned to her cousin to help him dress up for a party and paried him up with one of the two sisters who were her friends. They were outside the chapel in my elementary school. She helped button and tuck in her cousin’s shirt. I remember admiring her cousin. And I remember liking guys in dress shirts. And I remember hugging her cousin and the feeling of his shirt on my cheeks. It feels strangely familiar.

I dreamt that there was a Halloween town. I was dressed in a black tshirt and pants and dress overlay. I carried a clear tote and I was with a friend, who went to find her boyfriend. We went to the bathroom and we heard a sound from my bag. We dug through my bag and found that the sound came form an old walkie talkie. We removed the battery of the walkie talkie but it kept on singing. It was singing a praise song, and we asked each other if it was telling us something. We ignored it. And I went to Halloween town, it had lots of decarations and stands. There were lights hanging in the trees. There was a part when I was looking through some old stuff that I had in the music room of my high school. There were other people there and they were all couples, and they taking their pictures and marking the spots where there seemed to be a vampire bite. 

I was in a car with Raney, Regine and my sister. We were driving through Makati supposedly, but it looks different. There was a new mall by Robinson’s. There was an underpass that had a tea shop next to it, and we were wondering how people would get to that tea shop. The tea shop sold sampaguita ice cream and that’s where AJ had his icecream, where the food were expensive, while we, in my dream, had ours in Greenbelt. We then went to Glorietta, but it looks different, and we had icecream bars. Regine was telling me that I shoudl drive to Ortigas when I work.

Ruth and Regine both asked me about the italicized him. And I realized that I don’t really have anything to tell. It was all a dream, or it began in a dream. And in reality, we’re still AWOL to each other and nothing ever happened between us. So whatever feelings that I have/ had are all products of my imaginations that were fueled by dreams about him. I really need to stop confusing dreams with reality.

 I told my friends about my dream about Nathaniel (someone who doesn’t exist in my reality) and they tease me about it. I don’t know why, but even though he doesn’t really exist, he made me feel kilig and in love and loved. It was such a nice feeling. So unfortunate it was all a dream.

The point of the story that I’m writing is that she’ll eventually realize that she shoudl focuse on her reality and not her dreams. She should focus on her present and not the possible future. Maybe, I should take my own advice.

End of dreams.

Dreams from a long night of sleep

I had a cram session last week, so to make up for lost sleep, I slept from around 3 in the afternoon till 12 midnight. I ate a sandwich and went to sleep again. And woke up around 1 this afternoon.

There is a cave next to the sea, and the cast of Pirates of the Carribean are there. There were people who were mad at Keira, but I don’t remember why.

The other dreams are continued in the next post. 

Gist of dreams for the past two days

There was something about kids riding on giraffes in the street.

There was something about people vanishing, like the rapture. I was at a seminar in an office building, and then I went to the office of the head honcho to find that he too disappeared. There are speculations that I’m related to the CEO of the company. 

There was something about Tsukasa practicing gymnastics, and wanting her dancing clothes. And then her boy friend delivered it to her. Her friend became some kind of soldier. And suddenly there were people attacking Tsukasa’s Japanese style house.

There was something about talking to my mom next to a hotel pool, and she told me to find my husband and I was wondering who my husband is. It’s a good thing she pointed to a general direction and I went there. I saw a my very pregnant old prof and with her is my classmate and I was thinking, eew. And it seems that I’m pregnant too, in my dream. I was standing beside a guy who was in the pool and I motioned to ask if that is my husband, and my classmate motioned yes. And so I hugged the guy from behind and called his name, Nathaniel. He laughed and I laughed too. We were really sweet and cute, actually. Ahaha. Oh, his no one I know in real life, but he looks chinito. And I feel as if I was blushing. Ahaha. I have a dream guy.

That’s it.

I have been thinking, what if signs are only there because we look for them. I have been seeing symbols and signs everywhere that may or may not point to him as the one, maybe because I have been imagining or hoping that they’re there.

Dreamt of you

I dreamt of you last night. You took my picture, while I was pretending to be asleep.

I miss you so very much.

Dreams during the rare hours of sleep the past weekend

The past weekend was really hectic. My groupmates spent two nights are our place to do our project, and we actually did the project instead of say… bumming. And after two nights of virtually no sleep, I wasn’t really able to catch up on my sleep during the day because I had school till about 5. And then I had to cram for a paper, so that’s another night without sleep. But anyway, I think I have recovered now. Sort of. I was able to sleep for a couple of hours last night and the night before that. 

And whenever I sleep, however short it is, I still dream.

One of my dreams, I was in this old house, and Bea was there and there was also a little ghost girl. The mood of the dream is grainy and it was a little sepia tone. We were sitting a school desk talking to each other and then there was this girl who sat next to us, and when we looked to her direction, she was gone and she appeared again on the other side. She seems to be there but not really. And I think someone was telling us about a ghost. And then the girl disappeared again. She went up a stairs, and we followed her. She became translucent as she descended the stairs until she finally disappeared. Next to the stairs is a window that opened to the view outside.

Another of my dream is I was wandering around in a parking lot and I bumped into one of the cars, before I got in the driver’s side of my car. There was a guy sitting on the passenger seat, I handed him a book (the book that I am currently reading, “Chasing Harry Winston” by Lauren Weisberger) that I was holding along with my cellphoen later on, because I was supposed to drive, but I have to text my friend Paul. In my dream, turns out the guy is my fiance. As I was driving out of the parking lot, he kept on asking if I know how to drive, if I stepped on the gas, if I know how to break, etc. And I was telling him that I know, I know. I drove down the parking lot. The next scene is my wedding. I came out of a salon, all dressed up and I had to line outside this church with my fiance. The line was quite long, with other brides and grooms. Finally it was our turn. They let about 2 pairs of brides and grooms in, and they didn’t let 2 pairs of brides and grooms out (they were changed to casual wear, already) to serve as the witnesses. There were little chairs set up on a stage. The bride that was with us sat in one of the chairs, while her groom sat on the stage, since the chairs were really small and dikit dikit. My fiance sat on the chair too, while I sat on the floor in front of him, since my dress is so puffy, it can’t be accomodated. The other 2 pairs sat on the edge of the stage. When the priest asked who the couples are, we raised our hands, and my fiance hugged me from behind and I leaned on him. The priest commented that we look/ act like brothers and sisters more. I was feeling really childish with my fiance, so I sort of got what he meant. But we were smiling so big that we didn’t really care what he said. The next scene is in a hotel room where I was with a bunch of my friends preparing. He was there and when I saw him I reminisced. And I sort of realized that if he were there, it means that we have gotten over our misunderstandings in the past and he was there as my friend. And then my mom came in and I hugged her.

The next scene is I was in my elementary school’s quadrangle and there were cosplayers sword fighting and I was afraid to pass because I was afraid of swords, even though their sword is more like daggers. I backed away until I was at the steps of the chapel. Jacob was there, and he was thinking of courting Marika, and Marika’s little sister was bugging him, wanting to know what he have decided. But since I was there, he wasn’t able to answer. I remembered a gift that Mary gave him, it is composed of two boxes of the things he like. And I reminded him of it. He asked me why I was afraid of the daggers. I didn’t answer.

Bangon

I noticed last week that I still have a body clock, rather, my body clock is not all fucked up. I woke up at 6 every single day that week (but of course, I’d go back to sleep after I used the bathroom), and I go all sleepy-eyed at 2 (in the AM that is).

I still get dreams almost every night. But maybe it’s because I can’t blog immediately after I wake up that I tend to not blog them anymore, or sometimes I tend to forget them (you know how dreams are, like sand that slips through my fingers). I had pretty interesting dreams still, one had mermaids, and cosplayers.

I stopped dreaming about the italized him though, or about females that had been linked to him, such as his ex and his close girl friend (who is actually sort of my kabarkada, which is why I should be ashamed of myself for dreaming “not so nice” things about her).

Instead I have been dreaming about this other guy, my sort of close guy friend (who supposedly likes me? or something, lol), who I think I don’t have feelings for…? Yeah yeah, with the trailing question mark. I dreamt that we were being teased as a couple. Or maybe in reality we do get teased as a couple (but we’re not). And I was blushing like hell. Or maybe that happens in reality too. But then in my dream, and not reality, definitely not reality, we were like a couple. Heck. Anyway. Then I had this  dream about this guy friend again, and there were the words substitute floating in the air (not literally, of course). So…

I still hate words left unspoken. But I think I’ll just let it be. If they want to be left unspoken, then so be it.  I will NOT waste my time anymore day dreaming about it.

Quote from Cecilia Ahern’s “P.S. I love You”: “Holly needed to stop living her life in her head, remembering old memories and dreaming impossible dreams. It would never get her anywhere.”

I will wake up and live my life.

I have said this many many times. But maybe this time I’d really get around to doing it.

WAKE UP and LIVE MY LIFE, that is.

Continuation of Dream on May 25 and Dream on May 26

May 25

There was a segment where I was looking through the works of a fashion design contest. The works were bags, and one of the works is Phane’s and it has her initials on it, but I thought her work looked familiar, and just then Kathleen passed by and she had a bag that looked exactly like Phane’s work. I think I might have told the judges about it, because after a while Shar and KC came over to me and said that I shouldn’t have ratted, and Phane could’ve been disqualified. But then, later, there was a performance, and Shar and KC texted our high school classmates to go and support Phane, but only very few people showed up, so I ended up helping them too. There was Aye and me, and Shar  too and we went on stage first to introduce Phane. I went in last, and I tripped on the stage, because I was wearing heels and a dress and the stage is covered with cloth, there was a part where I felt really embarassed that I can’t get up, I did get up eventually when Shar started introducing Phane. I finished off the introduction and then Phane got on stage.

Another segment is set in Promenade and I was telling someone about Phane’s event, how even though they texted a lot of people, few showed up, and I was one of them.

There was also a segment that involved a dragon, a pet dragon, which loves being hugged, unfortunately it has spikes, so whenever I hug it I’d get pricked. But the dragon is so cute, it was quite small. In the end, I patted its head, which didn’t have spikes and he was happy enough.

Another segment is there is a masque, and the king, who was imprisoned for treason sneaked into the masque. He looks like Brennan’s dad and is as sneaky too, he managed to get his mask listed in the guest list (because instead of a guest list, they have pictures of the guests’ masks). And he went to talk to his daughter-in-law who was about to marry his son, the reigning king, who happen to be Aaron. And he was telling the girl that she should’ve married his son sooner, and then that he isn’t very patient, being a king who was imprisoned for treason and all. And Jewel and Lesley were there too and they were the Prince’s sisters, and they have another sister who is having an affair with Jewel’s husband, while Lesley’s husband in the story is stoic.

May 26

Again losts of segments, but I’m not sure of the order. 

There was a scene that involves avoiding an evil robot. We were in a robot car and we were making a robotic arm that can get stuff. We made two pairs of robotic arms, one for our car and another for a remote control car that is supposed to distract the evil robot. Unfortunately, the evil robot was not distracted by our RC, which spread sweets in a crevice, instead it followed us to a television, which we were programming. A bit of a chase scene in a living room.

Another scene was I was looking for my classroom, I was in the old Jubilee campus. My classroom number is 202, and there were other classrooms that start with 20- but not 202. I was really frustrated and annoyed and scared too, I felt like crying because I was going to miss my class and I still can’t find my classroom. And there was a 201 and a 203 but no 202. I was with Tope, he was just there, we didn’t really talk, he was just leaning on the wall. And then we saw Joma, who is a hall monitor in my dream, I asked her if she knew where my room was and she said she didn’t. There was a part where I was saying her name backwards for no reason.

Another scene involved me walking a very long walk to this cruise ship. The street was quite a mess, it wasn’t smooth and it had water pipes sticking out of it and construction that’s going on, it was quite hard to walk on. It was night time, and there were other people walking with me. When I got to the cruise ship, there was a bit that was rather vague, it involved Blair and some other girl and one was in the water, and there was this guy who had to choose who he can save Blair, who was stuck on the dock, or the one in the water. And when I finally got on the cruise, my sisters were there and we were looking at the chef on the other side of the glass, he was making cake. And the Jonas Brothers were there too, they ordered cake and when they got their cake, they left. And then my sisters and I ordered cake too, we had a hard time deciding which cake to buy though.

There was also a scene that involves this guys who were in a painting factory or something because there were vats and vats of paint and one of the guys threw another on in a vat and after that they struggled to find the guy. They had to open all the vats of paint to find the guy. Eventually they did. Oh there was also snow in this scene. 

There was another scene where I was in a theater, but that  is all I remember of it.

I think that’s about it. 

Dreams on May 24 and 25

On May 24, my dream started with me looking for my thesis mates in our lanai area, and Liyan was there, along with Malate Lit Folio people, namely Christa and some others whose names I don’t know. Anyway, I remember feeding Liyan something, and I chatted a bit with the Malate people. I asked them where my thesis mates were and they said they didn’t know. Just then, MG and Bea showed up, and I asked them where Gina was and they said Gina couldn’t make it. And then MG went to her supposed house which is the unit next to the stairs that lead to the pool, and she was telling us that she was supposed to stay in her other house, the one in Cavite. Her sister and Kenneth were both there in her house. I was exasperated, I said great, so half of our thesis group would be in Cavite and half would be here. And then we asked Kenneth to convince MG to stay, because Kenneth was sort of staying in MG’S house. 

After that scene, I was with Charlie and Kevin, and I remember telling someone that Kevin is a loser, and the somebody made a comment like Kevin is just there, he could’ve heard me, and then I told Kevin that he was a loser in his face. And then, I remember that we are on this bridgeway and looking down. And that’s about it.

My dream on May 25 is very very long, it has many segments. I’ll just write them, not in order though, ‘coz I’m not really sure of the order.

There was a segment where I was in a cruise, and there was a pool. First I was looking at an advertisement of a hotel and it only showed one of its pools and buildings, when I actually got there, it was prettier, and I was sort of complaining, why when they were advertising, they didn’t show the whole place. I was in this bar drinking ice tea, with my sister, while my mom had some blackcurrant juice, and we were watching the people who are swimming.

There was also a segment where we were checking out the constellations. And seeing how big the constellations actually are, that they can cover countries that are really far from each other. There was this constellation that looks like a fish.

There was also a segment where …

Will be continued some other time. Am too busy with Chuzzle ahaha. 

Dream on May 21

We are in this candy land (the setting is quite impressive and quite adorable) and we are picking up treats and stuff like that (it’s actually like in a video game). And there were this robots that have aprons and we are supposed to destroy them to get more treats. There was this little chubby boy, who we apparently picked on, because we kept on getting the treats he wants, so he was crying and tattling to someone, and they were cooing him, so we gave him some of the treats, but we aren’t happy about it.

I was in McDo Taft with my thesis mates, and we were tipid, so I only bought a plain burger and my friend only bought a drink or something. And we were eating, and we were saying aout how much we saved eating just plain burgers instead of the meal that includes fries and stuff. And while we were eating, my parents and my older sister came. And my mom asked me why I was only eating a burger and I said that I am already full with a burger. And then I left with my parents, and instead of riding our car, we rented a tricyle instead. Oh, my sister wanted to see this performance art piece that was entitled "Err", but it was already 11 in the evening, so we figured they were done with it already. Her friend is apparently part of it, and we saw a poster of it in McDo. Anyway, my mom was driving the tricycle, and we got as far as Jubilee, and we were asking, how we are going to get the tricycle back then. And we were like, oo nga noh,  do we have to drive it back? So we decided that we would drive it back and ride our car back home. Well, that didn’t make any sense.

Anyway, another part of my dream, I was looking at my grades or something when I realized that I failed Biocom2 before and haven’t retook it, and I am alrady down to my last sem, so I have to take it. And so I asked Patrick if there was anyone petitioning for Biocom2. But then, I also remembered that I did fairly well in Biocom2, so I didn’t really get why I failed.

I think that’s about it.   

Dream on May 19 and 20

The first part of my dream on May 19 basically involves some org stuff with Moo, Arti was there, so was Bicoy and Jet. In my dream, they continued to be part of Moo, only Ken didn’t, and I didn’t recognize Ken at first in my dream, and they were calling him the uy with no affiliations or something.

The second part was set in my house, I went to the Lanai area, and Jecs was there wth Goch and our other friends, and they were all dressed in red cheongsams, all except Goch, who was wearing a blue one. Regine So was in my dream too. There were other things that happened, but I don’t really remember.

My dream on May 20, at first we were all in school, and we are having a contest which involves pataasan ng scores in casual games, I am with Gina, and we were playing. And then, we ended our game, and there was a part where our prof, SIr Sol told us to make a blog where we would be discussig about other casual games, ours is poker. And while we were waiting for the other groups to finish their game, Sir Sol asked us if we want to continue ours, but Gina already uninstalled the game. And then, there was Mrs Solinap and a principal who asked us if we were going to spend the night in school. She said yes. We were then in a pool, where there are whales (actual ones) in it. And I didn’t want to spend the night in school so I called this guy (don’t really know him in real life, but in my dream, apparently I hitch rides with him home), so I asked if if we were going home, and he was with this whale and said yes. And then, I went to the other side of the pool where he was to fetch him, he thought I was going to swim there, but I didn’t, because I was afraid of the whale and possibility of sharks. So I handed him a towel and said let’s go. But he said he was going to shower first. So we both went to the shower rooms, and I thought that I’d be done faster than him, since there were more guys who share a shower room than girls who share a shower room. Anyway, I was bleeding brown blood then, but I didn’t tell anyone. I got in the shower room, I saw Ruth. And there was this other girl too, who was suspicious, they thought I’m growing a fox’s tail or something. So I got done in te shower really quick and went to fetch him. During this time, some other people got on our car first and left. And Ruth or maybe it was the other girl, got into this really cute hybrid car and chased the car. I was hiding in the guy’s shower room during this time, and told the guy to get dressed quickly. After that, we discovered that our car left us, but it was a good thing, because whoever is chasing us chased the wrong people. So we decided to walk, I buttoned up his sweater and he buttoned mine adn I helped him wear his gloves, and h helped me wear one of my gloves and my other hand he placed in his glove. Kilig, ahaha. And it was snowing.

That’s about it. 

Dream on May 18

I didn’t have a dream on May 17, because I didn’t get any sleep. My friends and I had a Monopoly night, so we didn’t get any shut eye.

So May 18. My dream is rather interesting.

 First off, there was this conversation about having a field trip for Bio class, and then we were laughing about it, because it was impossible for Jubilee to have any interesting field trips, so we’d probably only end up in Tagaytay or something. Then the field trip turned out to be in some jungle with river rapids and we were riding in canoes. Anyway, in the group, we had an old guide named Jackdaw and a local tribal kid, we were speculating that the tribal kid would be our payment to get across the jungle safely. And then someone asked if there were anyone older than 50 in our paty, because apparently people over 50 are often the victims of something. We said no, but then realized that Jackdaw is, and then true enough, we found him dead outside our window the next day. Oh there were two Docky’s in my dream, they were supposed to fit themselves side by side in a canoe but they couldn’t, so one just sat in front of the other.

 The other part of my dream is kind of jumbled.But there was, oh there was a part when I was trying to get into Jubilee with my sister and we had to have gate passes in order to enter, which is basially just give them any identification card, so I looked in my bag for my ID, and the guard pointed to my sister’s ID, which was attached to the bag, and I said no, that’s my sisters. Oh, apparently my sister already got a gate pass, so I found my ID and gave it to the guard. My dad was also there, but he just sort of went it, without even noticing the guard.  Oh and then after that we were in the waiting area for a bit with my mom and my little sister.

The other part was hmm… quite a superhero story. First off, there were ogre children, and they were looking for me, I am on top of this hill with stairs leading to it. I was supposed to protect the children it seems. I think we took a bus or something, this part is rather vague. And then there was me again, and I have the ability to turn into this little girl, and I was in this building and there were bad guys there, I was trying to avoid them, I went as a little girl to the elevator, and I looked both sides, they don’t seem to recognize me, and I got into the elevator. When I got off, there were classrooms, oh I’m back to me again, and I went in one of the classrooms, it was the first day of class and the class was AI, and Ms Yamie was there. Oh and we had assignments on the very first day, and I didn’t do it, so I went out the room. I did something for some time, but I can’t remember what. And then I got back in the room. Oh yeah, I remember, when I was in the classroom, Jennifer was there and she was asking about Anmath and whether they were offering it again next term, because apparently she failed last term, and I said I didn’t know, because I passed Anmath a long time ago. Anyway, I left the room and came back again, and it was Ms Chaioco who was the teacher this time and my classmates had Algebra 7 books. I didn’t have one, nor the assignment that was supposed to be passed, but I sat in the front row anyway. Oh yeah, Jecs was there and she was chatting with Ms Chiaoco. Anyway, after that, it turned out that our classmates are super heroes, there was Fantastic 4, but they didn’t look like the Fantastic 4 in the movie or the cartoon. Anyway, two Fantastic 4 members were sitting on top of each other on an arm chair, oh yeah, by the way, the arm chair was pretty nice and fancy, and there was another girl who sat on top of them. And the leader of Fantastic 4 told them not to do that. And then there was Nacho Libre, and I was checking out Nacho Libre and his costume. And there was this other guy who was wondering what his life would be like if he wasn’t a superhero. And I think that was about it.

Dream on May 16

My dream is quite short. 

The first part is my thesis mates are speding the night at my place, and Tintin and Cua are there too. They were at our dinner table having dinner, and I don’t know why I’m seeing this machine that apparently turns monkeys in food. I was against such a machine, I told Tintin in my dream.

Anyway, I woke up and went to the bathroom and I was thinking how short my dream is, so when I got back to bed again, I had another dream.

I dreamed that at first I was at this juice bar and I am waiting for my juice to blend in the blender, and there were other customers, and they ordered stuff that are really weird, like a shake with all sorts of fruit in it, even sineguelas. Apparently the juice bar was open to all sorts of shake combinations, the customer can just pick any fruit, and they’d blend it all together. When mine was finished blending I told the attendant, and she poured my shake into a glass and added avocado icecream in it and lots and lots of Pops. She gave me a spoon too, to eat my shake. So I got it and went to sit with my mom and my little sister outside. There were other people there, I saw Phane and Shar. I was telling my mom how hip she is hanging in a juice bar, and the rest of the people there are like yuppies. And she said yes. And then I complained why she didn’t pick a sit does have cushions. And she said that most of the couples already took those sits. Anyway, after eating our shake, we took the spoon with us, and we even said, oh, we got to arbor a spoon. And we went walking in this mall and we ran into Derrick who was cosplaying and I was asking my little sister why she doesn’t know about this cosplay event. Anyway, we went with Derrick and we were getting off this escalator when (oh yeah, before that, when we saw Derrick, he was high fiving us and he even high fived my mom, and he later apologized, but I said it was cool), Derrick’s fancy necklace charms fell on the floor and I picked it up for him. And I was looking at the charms and there are some that I liked, but I returned all of them to him anyway. As we are walking away from the escalator, we saw Cathy and her friend who are dressed identically, my little sister went to say hello to them, whie I followed Derrick. We followed him to a store room type place and there were a lot of cosplayers them. After we got there, we got changed into lolita dresses . There was this dressing room and there was this girl who was looking for someone to model Neesa’s dress, and my little sister volunteered. My mom asked her if the dress we made for her is not good enough. But she squealed that it’s Neesa, who apparently is some famous designer. Anyway, we sort of lied that my little sister is the model and she got the dress. Cathy is here too, this time she is also dressed in a lolita dress.

That’s about it.

Dreams on May 14 and 15

Yes, this has been a week full of dreams. Unfortunately, my dream on May 14, and 15 too, actually, are a bit jumbled in my mind. So this post will be rather incoherent.

There was this- oh the tomboy character and the older brother in "Wish to See You Again" were there- house, where there was this water feature in the front, and the house is sort of in a barn, since there seems to be a lot of soil, and a farm like gate too. Anyway, I was there with my cousins, one of them in my dream is a little girl named Pei Zi Yu. And then she was going to introduce me to my other cousins, which happen to come down the stairs and one of them is Chemin, and he asked me what was I doing in his house, and I asked him if we were related too, since it was my cousins’ house. And then it was later explained to me that my aunt and uncle have adopted lots of kids, that’s why there were so many of them. Anyway, they were also saying how fair- haired kids don’t get adopted so easily. And there was this fair- haired little boy who was still dressed in the uniform that he was found in, because they said they had seen a little girl in the same uniform outside the barn gate before, and she might be looking for him. Anyway, the tomboy character from "Wish to See You Again" is in this department store and she was tempted to buy a new suit, but she couldn’t afford it, good thing, she saw a stack of clothes that had been returned by customers and now sold at a cheaper price, so she went with that.  I don’t remember the older brother’s role in my dream, but I think he was in my cousins’ house too.

Ahh… my dream this morning… I can’t seem to remember anymore. 

Will be continued when I remember.

Oh yeah, I remember. We were at the place where I had my retreat supposedly, and we were supposed to have a family dinner there with some family friends. When we got there, the place seem to be closed, turns out it was reserved by our family friend. So we went to have dinner there. The next day, I was supposed to have my retreat there too. Anyway, on the day of the retreat I forgot whether or not I brought my ID and materials for the retreat, but since I was already there, I hesitated and whether or not I should go back home. This part’s setting is my high school’s lower chapel. I saw Paul and he told me to check my bag, and we found that I have my ID after all. The next scene was I was buying sofdrinks (litre and in a can) and water from a carinderia on top of a hill. The water was really expensive, about 625 pesos. But I bought it anyway. I was carrying both litres (of softdrink and water, and holding onto a softdrink can) and walking down the hill. Next scene is even weirder, I was in a video game (actually I think the character in my dream is my little sister), and she could walk on walls, the setting is n underground sewer and she was blasting slime creatures, which can only walk horizontally. 

There was some part of my dream, don’t know from which day, that I was reading his blog.

Well, that’s it.  

Dreams on May 12 and May 13

Yes, I seem to have dreams every night or something.

May 12

There was a sequence (ah, what a term), which was similar to something out of Spiderman. Anyway, there was this person, I think its me, who is sliding down this building after a bad guy. Then, I caught this criminal, and then, suddenly I feel this earthquake behind me, it turns out that its another bad guy, who was already in jail. I was about to recapture him, when he said that he and his buddies (the one I just caught, and another one), are giving up a life of crime. There was this river, where they were supposed to jump in and drown. I suddenly felt for them, I hugged them and said a few final words and let them be. As I was leaving I was asking my sister whether or not they would really kill themselves, we figure that they won’t, but we let them be anyway. Jennifer was there too, and like my sister, she was dressed in white lace too.

The other sequence is there was this bunch of refugees who are marching, and there was this woman with her daughter and this little boy. The woman pulled her daughter (actually I think it was more like her ward) into a building, and she beckoned the little boy to come with her and that he would be safe with them. The little boy followed. They went into the house. The littl girl went into a litle girl’s room. And the little boy went to another room, which looked like a little boy’s room. The little boy started unpacking his things, turns out the little boy is not a little boy but a little girl, and he has little girl things in his bag. For some reason, he was stripped down to his underwear and he went to visit the little girl in her room. The little girl has a friend with her and they were squealing at the little boy. And the little boy said can he  play with them if he got dressed. And then he returned to his room. Suddenly other little boys went into his room, and the little boy struggled to hide his things under the bed. He was successful.

The other sequence is a Rush TV event, I saw Dastine, and she asked me, I think, if I’m still part of Rush TV, I said not really, then she pointed at my ID (our old Rush TV staffer ID, supposedly). She was also telling me about how our other staffers sort of abandoned her too. I asked her if Kaisie still visits and she said yes. Then, I saw Riva, Karol were signing up to be staffers of Rush TV. Even though I removed my ID after talking to Dast, seeing Riva and Karol signing up, made me want to continue being part of Rush.

The last sequence involved Amie visiting me. All we did was talk and eat chocolates, she didn’t really explain the reason of her visit though. After a while, she said she’ll be leaving, and I accompanied her to the gate of our subdivision. As I was going back, I saw a couple of new neighbors, some foreigners who also happen to be surfers.

May 13

I was in school with Cecille, we were looking at our EAFs, and it turns out that my schedule includes 1 class on MW, which would be a bother, so she suggested that I adjust my schedule to be like hers. I agreed, but her other class is an art subject,  which she would be taking as an elective, we aren’t sure of Ms Ethel would credit it as a free elective for me. But I went to that class anyway. It turns out to be some pottery class, and it was taught by Sir Maningas. I didn’t saw Cecille in the class, instead I saw Ruth, and I sat with her. After the class, I asked Sir Maningas if it could be counted as a free elective, he said yes, but I’d have to ask Ms Ethel too. And then, I went to see Ms Ethel with MG, and then she said that it could be credited, and she mentioned to MG that she shouldn’t be late in the STProfs, because it was only once a week.

I saw Candice, Joan and Em, turns out they were staying in dorms now. And I asked them why, since their houses were so near the school. Candice said that it was still a hassle though. Then I asked them that then they’d be eating in their dorms, then who would be cooking, and Joan said that they didn’t have a kitchen, and that she eats her lunch in Los Banos (no idea why), and then brings baon (okay, that didn’t make any sense). Anyway, our school no longer looked like DLSU, it looked liked a beach house or something, or at least those life guard towers that I saw in Baywatch.

 The next sequence started with me trying on different outfits. I picked a blue gown, and then I had my mom fix my hair, she at first made a updo, but then it became a bit messy so I had this crabby hair instead. I went down to have my dad see the outfit and he said that can’t I change into something that is more New Year or mouse like being Year of the Rat and all. After that, we were waiting for our car to go the the drive way, when the guard said that my future in-laws, are here to pick me up. And then we went to meet them, (apparently I have a fiance who is about Benedict’s age, named Leonard, and we know nothing about each other, it was more like a gai xiao thing). They have quite a fancy car, and I got in, and then my sisters got in too. They insisted that we all go to wherever we’re going in their car instead. So in the car, my sister asked if we were going to one of those Taiwanese get together things, and they said yes. And my sister said yes!, at least she was dressed in something comfortable. I was eating a pint of ice cream, for some reason. And then, I tried to make conversation with this Leonard guy, I asked what course he’s in (since Benedict already told me that he goes to DLSU too). He said something like Elective or was it Electric, anyway, I didn’t get it, so I asked him twice and still don’t know it, so I asked if it was under COE, and thankfully he said yes. And I asked what it was about. And he said Eng stuff, I said okay, and started talking about my course, how my course being Computer Science so it is basically computer stuff, but not that much on hardware though. And then I asked him if he still has finals, he said no, and then I asked him when the course card day would be, and saying that the only course card day I remember is Sept 2, because it will be my last one. And then my mom mentioned that I’d still have 4 years more to go. And he asked why, and I answered that it was only about 2-3 years tops, because I would be taking another degree, MMA in CSB.

After that we were in our kitchen and there was this investigator, who is trying to figure something out, and he was consulting a manuscript of Narnia, I asked him if why can’t he just read the book. And then we were looking for other clues (the name of a character in a fairytale) from this big fairytale book we had, (oh, the name turns out to be Gavin).