"Dreams of Reality" by Myriad

My impressions, my memories,like a spirit’s biology
Feeling the silent breeze through the branches,
caressing my dreams peacefully in harmony
Sensitive signs entangle my mind
[Chorus:]
An alien activity
Myriads of atoms converging to cells
creating my memories,
this cosmos of chaos in me
My inner slumber, streams of reflections,
veils of impressions, misty diffusion
Transparent visions, the center of me
[Chorus:]
The alien activity
Myriads of atoms converging to cells
creating my memories,
this cosmos of chaos in me
The freezing winds in your mind
stir up your sense of time
Like the dark quakes from below
ruin your self-control
Whisperings from me
shimmering, I am like an asp-tree
shaking in the wind
which carry my leaves
Your reality is shaped by your dreams
What is confusing me? I am losing control
Awakened surreality affects your fantasy
I am awake with my fantasies
Entwine in unity, strengthening your belief
Far away from nature’s true activities
All-embracing chemistry
I have dreams of reality
River of visions hidden by my body,
opens this flowing, unlimited dimension of mine
Reality of memories
[Chorus:]
This alien activity
Myriads of atoms converging to cells
creating my memories,
this cosmos of chaos in me
This unknown activity of yours
Consists of atoms converging to cells
They create your memories
They build a chaos of cosmos in you

Marraige dreams

For someone who don’t plan on getting married, I sure dream about getting married alot. First there was this dream I had during the summer where I met my fiance from an arranged marraige, and there was the dream the other day about my wedding day (even though I don’t know the “groom” in my dream, I feel all lovey-dovey and happy).

But according to dream sysmbols (http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamthemes/), marraige in a dream does not signify marraige in real life instead:

 

Marriage To see a marriage in your dream, signifies commitment, harmony or transitional period. You are undergoing an important developmental phase in your life. The dream may also represent the unification of formerly separate or opposite aspects of yourself. In particular, it is the union of masculine or feminine aspects of yourself.�Consider the qualities and characteristics of the person that you are marrying. These are the qualities that you need to look at incorporating within yourself.

To dream of a proposal of marriage, suggests that some situation will take a turn for the worse.

To dream that you are getting married to your ex, suggests that you have accepted aspects of that relationship and learned from those past mistakes. Alternatively, it means that a current relationship shares some commonality with your previous relationship with your ex. However, you will not make those same mistakes.�

Dreams during the rare hours of sleep the past weekend

The past weekend was really hectic. My groupmates spent two nights are our place to do our project, and we actually did the project instead of say… bumming. And after two nights of virtually no sleep, I wasn’t really able to catch up on my sleep during the day because I had school till about 5. And then I had to cram for a paper, so that’s another night without sleep. But anyway, I think I have recovered now. Sort of. I was able to sleep for a couple of hours last night and the night before that. 

And whenever I sleep, however short it is, I still dream.

One of my dreams, I was in this old house, and Bea was there and there was also a little ghost girl. The mood of the dream is grainy and it was a little sepia tone. We were sitting a school desk talking to each other and then there was this girl who sat next to us, and when we looked to her direction, she was gone and she appeared again on the other side. She seems to be there but not really. And I think someone was telling us about a ghost. And then the girl disappeared again. She went up a stairs, and we followed her. She became translucent as she descended the stairs until she finally disappeared. Next to the stairs is a window that opened to the view outside.

Another of my dream is I was wandering around in a parking lot and I bumped into one of the cars, before I got in the driver’s side of my car. There was a guy sitting on the passenger seat, I handed him a book (the book that I am currently reading, “Chasing Harry Winston” by Lauren Weisberger) that I was holding along with my cellphoen later on, because I was supposed to drive, but I have to text my friend Paul. In my dream, turns out the guy is my fiance. As I was driving out of the parking lot, he kept on asking if I know how to drive, if I stepped on the gas, if I know how to break, etc. And I was telling him that I know, I know. I drove down the parking lot. The next scene is my wedding. I came out of a salon, all dressed up and I had to line outside this church with my fiance. The line was quite long, with other brides and grooms. Finally it was our turn. They let about 2 pairs of brides and grooms in, and they didn’t let 2 pairs of brides and grooms out (they were changed to casual wear, already) to serve as the witnesses. There were little chairs set up on a stage. The bride that was with us sat in one of the chairs, while her groom sat on the stage, since the chairs were really small and dikit dikit. My fiance sat on the chair too, while I sat on the floor in front of him, since my dress is so puffy, it can’t be accomodated. The other 2 pairs sat on the edge of the stage. When the priest asked who the couples are, we raised our hands, and my fiance hugged me from behind and I leaned on him. The priest commented that we look/ act like brothers and sisters more. I was feeling really childish with my fiance, so I sort of got what he meant. But we were smiling so big that we didn’t really care what he said. The next scene is in a hotel room where I was with a bunch of my friends preparing. He was there and when I saw him I reminisced. And I sort of realized that if he were there, it means that we have gotten over our misunderstandings in the past and he was there as my friend. And then my mom came in and I hugged her.

The next scene is I was in my elementary school’s quadrangle and there were cosplayers sword fighting and I was afraid to pass because I was afraid of swords, even though their sword is more like daggers. I backed away until I was at the steps of the chapel. Jacob was there, and he was thinking of courting Marika, and Marika’s little sister was bugging him, wanting to know what he have decided. But since I was there, he wasn’t able to answer. I remembered a gift that Mary gave him, it is composed of two boxes of the things he like. And I reminded him of it. He asked me why I was afraid of the daggers. I didn’t answer.