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Dreaming comes so easily
'Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would I know

- "Damaged" by Plumb

I hate being responsible for others

March 29, 2008

I think that it is a burden when someone tells you that they are willing to do everything for you. Because in return you have to be responsible for them. And I really don’t want to be responsible for anyone.

He don’t even understand that when he tries to help others uplift their burden, well, at least, to me, it feels as if its only adding to it.

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And they all left…

I’m not sure if I’ll see them again. But I hope that I will.

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I prefer TV dramas over people

March 24, 2008

End.

Really.

Dramas make me laugh and cry. While real people, well, don’t. They do make me laugh, but they rarely make me cry. 

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Kill me now, really

March 13, 2008

Sometimes I feel like I am not in my body, that I am only watching as things happen around me. And I sit there staring into space, not really noticing anything. I am not myself.

Or maybe I am myself.

Myself is just like this.

This. 

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Sleeping Awake by P.O.D.

Reveal to me the mysteries
Can you tell me what it means?
Explain these motions and metaphors
Unlock these secrets in me
Describe your vision, the meaning is missing
Won’t anybody listen?

Define the riddles of my mind
Nothing is strictly what it seems

Dreaming of Zion, Awake
Sleeping Awake
Dreaming of Zion, Awake
Can’t stop Sleeping Awake

Do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel what I feel?
Can’t stop Sleeping Awake
Do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel like I feel?
Can’t stop Sleeping…

Can you see it? The writing,
Can you tell me what it means?
Translate the symbols, Enigma
Expressions keep questioning me
The message is written, the meaning is missing
Won’t anybody Listen?

Prophesy, interpretate the signs
Nothing is really what it seems

Dreaming of Zion, Awake
Sleeping Awake
Dreaming of Zion, Awake
Can’t stop Sleeping Awake

Do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel what I feel?
Can’t stop Sleeping Awake
Do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
Do you feel like I feel?
Can’t stop Sleeping Awake

Do you see what I see?
Can you hear what I hear?
And do you see what I see?
And can you hear what I hear?
And do you feel like I feel?
And can you dream like I dream?

Do you see what I see?
Can you hear what I hear?
Or do you feel like I feel?
Or do you dream like I dream?
Anybody see me?
Anybody hear me?
Anybody feel me?
Anybody out there?!?

Dreaming of Zion, Awake 

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What’s you dream theme?

March 3, 2008

Hsiao, the recurrent theme of your dream life is Self-Reliance


You’re dreaming about situations in which you don’t feel ready to take full advantage of life’s opportunities. This means that in some area of your life, you’re searching for ways to better prepare and protect yourself on your road to success.

 

Quiz from Tickle.com 

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The other thing I hate the most

asking people for help.

I don’t know, I just don’t like to. It  makes me feel useless. I have too great of a pride I guess. Unfortunately, I have nothing to be proud about.

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Kill me now.

March 2, 2008

This thought went through my mind more than once this past week.

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