Nightmare

There was a weird dream, where there was a building, which transformed into a monster/man. The man's arms are like windmills. His skin is alabaster white. His lips are stitched together. His head and shoulders are decapitated from the rest of his body, it is only attached by black stitches, also extending from the stitches on his lips. His wife even commented, on she had no idea how he decapitated himself. I was very scared of him.

I even drew a sketch of this one, I'll post it soon. 

Dream on November 15, 2007 and morning of November 16, 2007

November 15, 2007

I was supposed to make a bouquet but I didn't have any flowers so I only picked out the old calla lilies that  we supposedly had pots and pots of. By old, I mean, wilted. Then, I was picking them out in the sink and dumping them in a bucket, when my mom told me to just ask my sister to buy me flowers from the dampa, because I guess I was looking pretty pathetic.

November 16, 2007

I spent  about two and a half hours in the car, because of the traffic caused by the heavy rains and floods.

I dreamed that we're already in the intersection of Quirino and Taft. We, somehow the driver in the dream is a nanang, got out of the car to see what's taking so long. We were uber counterflowing, we are in the left most lane of the left lane, that is meant for cars from the opposite direction. There was a bus that passed in front of us, except in my dream I thought of it as a LRT, there was even a female conductor calling passengers. And we finally got back to our car, since we left the doors open, and we might get robbed or something.

I woke up, and I'm still in the other end of Quirino. It was a very long car ride. Oh, and there was flood everywhere.

Dream analysis

During our Jeopardy game in GENPSYC, one of the items that came up is Freud's dream analysis. So hmm… dream analysis eh? Freud gave a lot of emphasis on the unconscious and on dreams.

Needless to say, I am also someone who is fascinated by dreams. 

So I searched up dream analysis on the net, and here's what I came up with. 

http://www.dreamanalysis.info

It is a website dedicated to understanding and exploration of dreams. You can even submit your dream for analysis. 

Interesting, huh? 

I melt into the couch and disappear from the land of the living

"What is that puddle on the couch", asked a little girl.

"Oh, that is what's left of the person, who slept her life away," answered her mother. 

I am dead to the world in the mornings of Mondays, Wednesdays, Fridays and Sundays. I am dead to the world in the afternoons and early evenings of Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays,  Thursdays, Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays. Though, I am alive on some Tuesdays, when I have meetings on afternoons and early evenings. 

Dream on morning of Novermber 14

I sleep most mornings, mostly until 12, sometimes until 2, if I'm lucky.

We were in a museum in Intramuros, my thesis mates and I. Then, we went to the gate of Intramuros where Ms. Ethel and Joan's thesis group was. They were going into Intramuros for a tour, and we said we'll tag along too. We got down a wrought iron stairs, MG and I. Then, we, MG and I, had to climb through a tunnel/cave/under a bridge that led to a main road. We were under the bridge along a time, figuring out if we were supposed to go, to turn back or to go to the other side. We finally decided not to tun back. And when we got out the other side, there was a line of Caselyns and Charleas, there were many of them, lined up one after the other, lying flat on the floor, like soldiers in a war. We, MG and I, were on the side of the road, where the grass is scratchy. We then decided to turn back again, because the Caselyns and Charleas wouldn't let us on the road, and we'd be exposed if we were not on the main road, we'd be too obvious lying there on the grass.

We, the teachers from Jubilee and my sisters, are going swimming on the beach.

We, two other people I don't know in real life and I, are in an elevator that goes diagonal. the walls of the elevator is glass, you can see outside. It leads to the top floor of the tallest building in Taiwan. So I'm very scared and freaked out, because I am scared of heights. Once, we got to the top floor, the elevator opened to a fancy lobby. When I see the elevator now, from the lobby, it is the fancy type elevators, with wallpaper and carpet floor and everything, so unlike the elevator we supposedly got off from. There was a movie theater, where I watched a movie with the other two people. But it was about one o' clock AM and my sister was already waiting for me outside, so I decided to leave early even though the movie's not done yet. We were watching "Brother Bear". But instead of meeting up with my sister, I went directly home. And it is only when I was at home, when I got to read my messages, I received quite a few messages from my sister asking me what time I'll be done, and if there is some place she could buy food from, she was getting hungry. That was when I realized that I forgot all about her. I tried calling her but it wouldn't connect. I then checked her other messages, in her other messages, she instructed me on how to dial her number, since it will be like calling long distance, since we were in Taiwan and her line is still from the Philippines. I tried to dial and dial, but I keep getting it wrong. I wasn't able to contact my sister until it was almost morning.

I was at the the tallest building again. This time, I was in front of a grand staircase, there was a person known as my mother, and there were a bunch of girls, cheerleader types. We were all dressed in gowns. At first I thought the cheerleader types were not with us. Then my mother invited them for dinner. I had a kid with me, and they had too. I sat at another table with a kid, supposedly my kid. And then, I went to the cheerleader types table to look at their kid, except it looked more like a giant strawberry, with whipped cream on it, and it has eyes, and they were feeding it. I looked at the beady eyes of the giant strawberry/ kid. Then, my mother asked me where my kid was and I said it was back at my table, and when I looked towards my table, I found that the kid wasn't there. Then, turned out the kid was with some other old lady, playing with her. Then, my mother told me I wasn't responsible enough as a parent. Then, my dad suddenly appeared, and we were at our breakfast table at home, and asked if Tope was my howe (boyfriend), 'coz he was supposedly the father of the kid. And I was like, no, he isn't the father of the kid either, and that kid isn't mine.

I was at a flight hangar, with the boyfriend, he was kind of buff and was wearing jeans and a sleeveless shirt, of the other girl who I was with in the movie theater. We talked and then, we went to a tree house/ classroom (it's a classroom set in a tree house), where his girlfriend and our other friends were. We got there, and I sat down next to his girlfriend. And I asked where our other friend was, and she said, she went to find her boyfriend. My supposed boyfriend was sat in a table diagonal to ours. We looked at each other, after my friend remarked. 

Dream on November 11 and 12, 2007

November 11

I was in the top floor of a CSB (though it doesn't really look like CSB, because it resembled an abandoned factory more). I was with a bunch of people, and I was looking at the ceiling and it looks as if it is going to collapse, so I told whoever that was in charge of us, a teacher, I assumed, but she wouldn't believe me. But I went on to getting out the room anyway, and as I was getting out the ceiling did indeed begin to collapse, so I urged and helped the rest of the people out of the room.

I  was in a swimming pool, I was with Bianca and her brother. I was embarrassed to swim in the pool because Bianca and her brother are one of the best swimmers in our school, and in the country too, actually. I had a partner. Instead of wearing swimsuits, we were dressed in icing, like gingerbread man. I was in red and white vertical stripes.

I was in a supermarket and there was an orange-faced Buffy, who was attacking me.

November 12

We were on a road trip up a mountain, not Vigan though. The roads are next to waterfalls that lead to a pool of water that overflows to the next waterfall that led to another pool, and so on and so on. There are even vintas one of the pools of water.

I was in Jubilee again. I was outside in the hallway. Then, I was about to enter a classroom, where Anthea and Jessica/KC (they are each other in my dream) and they told me not to go in, because that is their classroom for their free elective. So I asked them what their free elective was, and they said something to do with business, where they have a bazaar and everything. SO I asked them if they are already prepared for it, and they said yes, KC's older sister (though the actual KC don't actually have an older sister) will be helping them. Then, I peeked into their classroom and saw Tope and Joma together. In my dream, I felt as if Anthea was purposely keeping my away from the classroom because of that reason.

Dream on November 9, 2007

I dreamt of Tope.

He was in Gox going through classes with me, as if he is going to the same school as me. It was like back in high school, except we're in college.

Maybe this has something to do with going through old grad pics and epistles.

Dream during my nap on November 7, 2008, 5:00PM ish

It was in a fair, where there are gypsies and tents. I was part of the fair, and there were performances too, I remember I was watching one from the side of the “stage”, but I can’t remember which one. Since, I was part of the crew, we still had to set up the other tents for the other booths. There were all type of foreigners there. We were to set up one booth, when we got there, we saw a chest in the center of it. It was supposed to be a cashbox, but it was all fancy. And it was locked. We (there were 3 of us, me, a girl and a guy, but know who they are or remember how they looked like) were looking at the chest, turning it around and figuring out how to get it open. When we finally did open it, we found scrolls inside, that talks about one of the guests at the fair, a foreigner. The scrolls were in a foreign language and only the guy I was with was able to read it (strange though when I saw the scroll myself, I saw that it was written in English, but I don’t really understand it). We were reading it, and we held onto it, in case it flew and we’d still have to chase after it, and I don’t think we were really allowed to read it. So when one of our fathers, peeked it (the father looked like an actor from “Engagement for Love” Tiao Tiao’s dad, he was also in tons of other TW Dramas), we quickly hid the scrolls. And he peeked in again from the other side of the tent, and we kept hiding the scrolls from him.