'Cause it's all that I've known
True love is a fairy tale
I'm damaged, so how would I know
- "Damaged" by Plumb
Birthday and things of the future
I am excited for it.
I'll be turning 20. 20!
And it is only during my birthday that my crush remembers my existence. >.<
I am probably the least Zen person among my friends. Because I get so excited for the future, I'd dream up different scenarios already. I have been this way since I was small, I am always making plans for the future, and imagining things in my head. I am so excited, that just for my birthdya, but also for graduation, which is actually a year from now. But I already can't wait for it. I keep my course's flowchart, and I'd make a big mark on the subjects that I'd finished taking, and I get so excited counting down the semesters I have left.
I wonder what would happen to me once I'm 20?
Or in the future in general, actually.
Dream of Faeries
Early this morning, I had a dream of faeries, not the pretty pixie-ish ones, but the evil ones, actually, they look like worms with butterfly wings, and they had slimy tongues.
There was also an enchanted forest filled with mirrors, the type you can walk into and it is cracked. So when you look at it, it is like a kaleidescope.
